if you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone
sort of happy feeling but you're not sure what it's called

if you're haunted by his face whenever you're asleep at night
and think you hear his silly voice just calling out your name

oh, no! I think i'm in love with you..
on, no! i'm hoping you'll want me too
so, please..don;t let me down!

just can't help but talk about him in every conversation
till your friends are sick and tired of that same old crap

if you start wearing make up even when you go to bed
crying like a baby when you hear a mellow song

From Mocca - I Think I'm in Love

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cause I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cause I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day


from Natasha Beddingfield - Single

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled


If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told


On any clock upon the wall
The time is always now
So baby kiss the past goodbye
Don't let the future blow your mind
Just sit back and chill
Take things as they come
You can't be afraid
To live for today
I will be with you each step of the way

from Joss Stone - Security

{
My birthday became different from that day,
Perhaps now...
I only can feel I'm existing in my birthday,
I exist because of your blessing, "Happy Birthday"
}

Happie Burfday.

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

from James Morrison - You Give Me Something

I’m sick of my life right now.

I have no idea what the heck I’m doing.

I’m tired and I’m bored of it.

This drives me crazy and made me felt mad of myself.

I just couldn’t get rid of these, out of my life.

I felt like shit and it’s jumbling up in my head.

I hate these feelings.

It doesn’t make me feel somehow good, not to mention enjoyable.

This is the end of the story. What is it all about being me?

I’m speechless.

I got pissed off.

This is crazy.

I’ve got no idea what’s been revolving around me now.

I hardly knew what’s going on in my life.

It seems like I’m living everyday off, being effortless and worthless.

I’m sick of everything, everyone, even myself.

Is it time to wake up?

Or is it time to really consider and plan for a better route to continue the path of my life?

Where does the path of my life will lead me to?

It’s like living without a life, without a dream, without a direction.

I felt lost. I don’t felt being alive.

I wasn’t supposed to feel and be like this.

This is not what I was supposed to have in my life.

It’s sad to know that truth always kills.

Fairy tales never will happen in the real world.

Fantasies just got us indulge deeper and deeper into the fake world of lies.

Hate to admit that these circumstances force me to live my life the way it is right now.

Why do I encounter all these in my life? Why do I have to face all these circumstances?

Why do I have to do the way it was then?

Shouldn’t I be known to any other alternatives made available by anyhow?

Perhaps a better remedy or so, I hate to escape. I hate to deceive myself. I hate lies.

To escape means to ignore. To ignore means to run away.

To face it needs courage. I’m lack of it, but it has to be done somehow.

It might just caused more and more unwanted circumstances to take place.

I do not want these to happen in my life.

It’s distracting. I hardly could focus and concentrate.

I hate to know the truth but I rather to face it frankly and directly.

To have the courage to know the fact makes me felt more realistic.

To keep things to myself make me felt stuck. I want to make myself known to all.

Being what I’m now is the hardest fact to accept.

Felt like being in the dark hole with no light to direct me which way to proceed next.

I’m in need of direction. Please lead me. Please tell me how to decide my life.

I hate to see the way I’m right now. I hate to accept me this way. I hate my life now.

Tell me, lead me, direct me, and be with me.

I’m lack of faith in everything I encountered and everyone I met in my life.

Please let me know what is desire and drives me the way everything it should be.