too shy to admit ...
too embarassed of myself ...
chances flew by ...

Yea ~~ probably u might wanna tell me ... "" You are such a LOSER!!! " ...

But hey guess what ... i've always been one ... and i never deny so ...

I've been tryin' to make myself seems strong ... and the habit of creatin' space between myself & the people surroundin' me ... might as well lead to the not-so-confident ME!

I wish others to acknowledge myself, as someone whom u can rely on, by givin' a very strong impression, that no one could ever get over myself, on one could ever beat me, no one could ever know who am I deep down in my heart, and perhaps ... bein' the place for reference?

BULLTAHI!!!